i don't even have the will to make myself try to sleep anymore. i just lay and stare at the ceiling. that's all the rest i get. oh well.
we make believe everyday
we make our lives seem like
they're still worth living
we find out in the end
it's only us that we've been kidding
it's just another stupid drama
that no one notices but you
and you only take an interest
when there's nothing else to do.
new goals in life:
own the nifty four leaf clover belt buckle i saw in journeyz(ksdjf)
stop talking about myself like no one else in the world exists
stop complaining in general
stop having things to complain about to begin with
start caring about stupid stuff society says i should care about.
make a FINAL decision...again.
stop fucking with everyone's heads.
stop fucking up in general.
[insert everything else that goes on in my brain here]
EDIT
for anyone that is still checking this thing and didn't catch it the first time, i said my new xanga name is
STRANGERTHAN_FICTION.
updates are posted there as of now. | 
